I'd never forget yesterday.
Never, in my entire life.
It felt just like magic.
All our wildest dreams came true. When we talked about them, it felt as if it was just a fairytale. We both thought we had to wait forever. We both thought everything was just impossible.
But it did.
Dreams do come true.
Ours did.
I've been on that beach for countless of times. But it never felt as special as it did when I was with you. It feels so nice just to be by your side knowing that i'm talking to you face to face, heart to heart. I wished we never had to leave that place.
I miss getting wet in the rain with you. I miss sitting on the rocks with you. I miss counting the stars with you. I miss trying to prove my stupid theories wrong with you. I miss watching the sunset with you. I miss staring at all those beautiful factory lights with you.
I miss every single moment I spent with you.
But now you've left and it's getting harder by the moment. It's becoming so difficult for me. I don't know. I can't afford to wait another year to see you again. It's just so hard to know that things are going back to the way they were last time. Now you're probably a thousand miles away already. We'd both have to get on with our lives at wherever we are.
Just talking to you or even better, seeing you, makes everything worthwhile. You make me realise so many things in life. You always set me back on track. You seem to always know how I feel and what i'm going to say. You always know how to say the right words.
Yeah, you're right. This might be so painful, but memories stay forever.
I really hate to see you go. I wish you never had to. It just kills me. I hear all those planes soaring above my roof and all I think about is you leaving on the plane already. Time didn't have make the good times past so fast. Distance didn't have to become a barrier between us.
But like you said, that's what makes everything so special.
I hope you had as much fun as I did. I'm sorry this whole thing had to end so fast. I promise I'd go back to visit this year end. I give you my word.
I'm sorry. I just couldn't speak on the phone. I just couldn't.I guess all good things have to come to an end huh.
This sucks, i feel like crap.
I miss you big time.
